Being rather pessimistic ,I would like to start off with my fears.I guess my most immediate fear is the of the SPM result being announced.Though I always do my best,but I'm a bit worried about not doing enough to get straight A's.As man proposers and God disposes, I know I have done my right on anwering the questions very carefully but i do not know what will happen in the future.That is in God's hands..so better do not think more about it as God knows everything .As an ordinary person,just pray for the success and hoping the best for future.
This would mean that my parents would have to spend more money to send me to the private college .Even if I had been done SPM,but I'm still worry about scoring brilliantly for the coming SPM result, so as to be eligible to do the university of my choice.:)
But the greatest fear in the next decade when I turn 25 isthe fear of not successfully completing my degree.What if I failed miserably?For sure my parents would be dissapointed and I will b devastated.What would I do if I were thus to support myself?
Related to this is the fear of growing older and alone.I love being a teenager with alots of friends.This is the time when you can really enjoy the best that life has to offer without worrying about working for living,getting married and becoming parents, but without good qualifications , I would be condemned to a low-paying-job.
My high-flying friends probably will shun me,and no one would want to be my life partner..hehe..and eventually T'd die and unloved.XD...I know being on this age,I should not be worrying of this.But as a normal person, I have to think of 10 years forward of my future life.Whether like it or not,it should be planned before it begins undercontrol soon.
But enough gloom and doom!I must make sure that this sad scenario doesn't occur.My greatest hope is that I complete my degree in medical study with distinction:)I wish I can be one of the sponsored student to contribute my study in oversea(Ireland).ha3..I realise this would calls for a lots of diligence and sacrifice but I am more ready to meet this challenge.chaiyyokk!!
Also,in the next 10 years , I hope I can change for the better.it's not what i'm guessing but its about what i'm hoping for.I tend to be impatient and moody sometimes which get me into the hot soup with people around, so that is definitely one trait I'd like to get rid of .
Just as important is my hope that my parents and siblings will remain in good health.For my parents,they are now in their late fifties(I think) and enjoy excellent health, so I certainly hope that no aches and pains which commonly plague those in their sixties will befall them.Mybe it sounds strange but that s the truth daa~~
Last but not least is my hope that my family and I will always be happy.Happiness is an elusive thing but I hope that we will be content, not only for the next 10 years but also for the rest of our lives:)~~~
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