I JUST SHIFT MY MIND .

I did shift my mind, 

for my future ,

I did shift my way of thinking ,

I did shift my everything ,

I just need my new me.

I don't like to think briefly of past ,

Too much I've lost and nothing to be replaced .

I just learn not to believe someone like you . 

People betray people . 

Watch out .

JOURNAL . FINAL EXAM

Journal writing is a learning tool based on the ideas that students write to learn. Students use the journals to write about topics of personal interest, to note their observations, to imagine, to wonder and to connect new information with things they already know. Journal is the best way to write what people can’t speak out. Usually , at school , teachers tend to use this method for their fellow students as by writing daily journal , it helps to build up new vocabularies also improve the structured sentences . In this campus , lecturer also used this method for students . Students can write anything related to their life in. In my opinion , by writing story per day , it can make me improved as journal is just like someone that I can to share my every single moment . Before this , I never write journal or diary . I’m prefer to read not to write . So that , it is the reason why I have trouble in writing my daily journal at the beginning .

In this journal , I used to write in more about my daily life here .

‘‘Life isn’t about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.

You cannot find peace by avoiding life.’’

Life is a magic vase filled to the brim, so made that you cannot dip from it nor draw from it; but death is peaceful .Achieving life is not the equivalent of avoiding death. Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself .We must never forget that we may also find meaning in life even when confronted with anything. To archive a high quality of life , ones should strive more . In order to be an English teacher, I have to study hard and learn more about English .By writing this journal , it leads me towards my bright future in creating myself . Today , I am 18 years old and I am still a teenager . No one knows about future except God . As times flies ,  I will be here for 5 and a half years to finish up my studies with a scroll of degree before I start to work with government . When person grows older, they start to learn new things just to adapt with the challenges of new life .  The more challenges you faced there stronger you will be . So , do I am facing the new phase of my life .

In this journal I did write about experiences in UCSI Terengganu Campus . The first day I came here , I felt hypnotized of the elegant architecture buildings . Although , it is just a small campus , but I am grateful to be send and study here . On the second week being here , we started our class session . I felt very happy as the schedule was not as pack when I was my foundation  in UiTM Kedah . In the morning , we went into the English Language teacher's room as usual but this morning activity was slightly different from other days. Today , we had a  great conversation on the very interesting topic which was about ' Mr. Muhammad Hafiz b. Ismail' and his journey in teaching the ‘Temias’ in Sungai Siput , Perak. http://www.apistakkisah.blogspot.com/ . Dr. Brendon and Dr. Kit asked us to make and have our own blog as they said blog can be your best friend when you are alone.

By blogging it gives you positive side effects. Our language also can be improved as to be an International English teacher , we should able to be fluent in English also a good communicator. A good communicator is an effective communicator as all the messages can be successfully conveyed to the listener especially the students. 

 To be a good English teacher , others should improve all the valuable criteria and not only the to talk or giving the speech. As Dr. Kit always says A.R.M. A is referred to the precious word which is active. That means a good teacher should be active in teaching students with many different and interesting ways. If not , surely the students will get bored. Next , R is stands for Reflection. The word reflection here is about to recap or flashback again and again about the past things. By having a flashback session , we will think also remember again about the past times and this sometimes give us the idea of being a better person or doing better of something in the future . Besides , by reflecting it can be as motivation for some people on what they had been doing especially for the primary students. The kids usually love to recap on what they had done in past, what had happened and etc. Lastly , M is for Modelling. The word 'modelling' here is also for the demonstration or show. Teacher is the best model for students so , teacher should be brave to demonstrate the best for the growing students. Students are always get to see and hear the sound around and use to apply them in their daily routine. That is the best reason why teacher should pretend to be the model now on. After the talk ,I felt more excited on being a teacher also in writing blog to improve my skills. The new feeling come as a new spirit for me on that and hopefully it will last forever .

            As practice make perfect , future teachers should write journal to improvise our English skills . So , we should grab the chance to be the best English teacher via this method as all life is a chance. Although it is just a small thing but I am very sure it can give impact for future.  “The man who goes the furthest is generally the one who is willing to do and dare. The "sure thing" boat never gets far from shore.”, Dale Carnegie . We are willing to be a teacher soon and we dare to take challenges along the way to be a great teacher 

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HIM :)

     He is the only I adore after my father . I don't know how will I begin my story . Soon we'll not be like before ;(. Although that I'm still adore him that much . I keep saying that I'll forget him but inside my head I'm not going to forget the one I adore :). I'm saying that as I know he is going far from me.I can feel it.I just want him to be free and not feel guilty at all. Sometimes , when I wake up I cry for one reason ; I miss him :( .He keeps avoiding me and seriously it makes me more than sad . I keep trying to act like nothing happen. I know I'm not good in story telling but I can tell you something about him . I know he is such a busy man , as busy as a bee and he will not open up this blog as he don't like to read at all . He is such a practical person ;he just read the manual as to start his work and the 'Naruto' comics just to full-fill his leisure time . 


    'Everything happen for a reason . I have to accept it . A lot of things about him I know but I can't write them straight away . By recapping my last memories , I'm sure I'll cry for the same reason . If I can make a wish now , I wish I can see him from far . Sometimes , I wish I'll be next to him , but I'm afraid he doesn't want to see me again . So , it's too enough if I can see him again although we are apart . Maybe I'm not the right person to be right beside him . The best thing I ever had in life is knowing him although for a short time and I really appreciate it. Seriously , I wish things happen like before . As man proposes , God disposes , I have to accept it as it is .
         Now  , I don't have to wait him for any seconds as he had been married last 24th December . I should move on my way in creating my magnificient success .



   

People , Die , & God :)

  

Mom gives birth for her beloved boy . The boy grows become a great man . The great man successfully get a degree of engineering from a well-known university . The great man always try his best to be among the greatest. He still get the title 'Great' among his friends as everything he did full heartedly . He is such a rich man with full of honesty . The man luckily found his love then , they got married . They are just like Romeo and Juliet . One day , they got the happiest moment when his Juliet got a baby in her tummy . The news spread to all part of his life . After 9 months waiting , the precious moment fly to them . Juliet gave birth to their lovely girl named , Lily . About 24 years later , Lily became an engineer such as her father . On that time , they owned their own firm and they live happily with their wealth but they never forget about their creator . Being grateful is a part of their lives . Now the Great man turns to 85 years . He was sick yet he died peacefully .

The above short story is just telling us the our life cycle . From a child until we turn to be mature and lastly leave this world to see the true creator ; just like back to basic .'Die'...everyone don't want to die.Even , if we can ask the non-living things, they will say no to die but rationally we should accept it . People come and have good life lastly , they'll die . Everyone knows someday they will leave the beauty of this world forever . :) 

God, the mighty of all . He plans everything for us and everything is done for such great reason from him . The mightiest is the god .

NEXT TO YOU :)

You've got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
That you keep that smile.

Yeah, you are my dream,
There's not a thing I won't do.
I'll give my life up for you,
Cos you are my dream.

And baby, everything that I have is yours,
You will never go cold or hungry.
I'll be there when you're insecure,
Let you know that you're always lovely.
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now

One day when the sky is falling,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

You had my child,
You make my life complete.
Just to have your eyes on little me,
That'd be mine forever.

And baby, everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I'll be there when you're insecure
Let you know that you're always lovely
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now


One day when the sky is falling,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

We're made for one another
Me and you
And I have no fear
I know we'll make it through

One day when the sky is falling
I'll be standing right next to you
Ohh ohh ohh ohhhhh

One day when the sky is falling,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.


Stand by my side
When the sky falls
Oh baby
I'll be there

You've got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
To keep you forever.

ANUSWARA NIGHT 2011 ; diwali's night :)

Last Friday night , Anuswara Night was held at the multipurpose hall of University College Sedaya International (UCSI), Terangganu Campus . All the students took part in the ceremony . It was an awesome celebration . I had never been in any Deepavali occasion before. Really enjoy it ! The food were pretty good . The best part of this occasion when people were dancing together with the hindi songs . Sometimes , I felt like I'm in Hindustan films . hehehe XD . Hope , next year it will be organize again .

 Diwali or Deepavali, popularly known as the "festival of lights," is a festival celebrated between mid-October and mid-November . For Hindus, Diwali is one of the most important festivals of the year and is celebrated in families by performing traditional activities together in their homes. For Jains, Diwali marks the attainment of 'moksha' or 'nirvana' by Mahavira.

The name "Diwali" is a contraction of "Deepavali"  which translates into "row of lamps". Diwali involves the lighting of small clay lamps filled with oil to signify the triumph of good over evil. These lamps are kept on during the night and one's house is cleaned, both done in order to make the goddess Lakshmi feel welcome. Firecrackers are burst in order to drive away evil spirits. During Diwali, all the celebrants wear new clothes and share sweets and snacks with family members and friends.

The festival starts with Dhanteras on which most Indian business communities begin their financial year. The second day of the festival, Naraka Chaturdasi, marks the vanquishing of the demon Naraka by Lord Krishna and his wife Satyabhama . Amavasya, the third day of Diwali, marks the worship of Lakshmi, the goddess of wealth in her most benevolent mood, fulfilling the wishes of her devotees. Amavasya also tells the story of Lord Vishnu, who in his dwarf incarnation vanquished the Bali, and banished him to Patala. It is on the fourth day of Diwali,Kartika Shudda Padyami, that Bali went to patala and took the reins of his new kingdom in there. The fifth day is referred to as Yama Dvitiya and on this day sisters invite their brothers to their homes.

WEEKEND :)

Weekend . Everybody love it . hehe. Nothing more to share for today . I keep feeling guilty of someone . My words hurt him damn much maybe . Hope that person never be apart from me . :( I just can say sorry for many times . My bad as I don't know how to persuade people until now . -.-'' 


To clear up the messy mind, I went out with my friends and had precious moments together . Hundreds ringgit flew away from me today . I thought I'll be okay again like before but it's just for a few moments . But the best thing for today was I bought new shoes . hehehehehe . :))

Lunch time with firends :)

At Pizza :)

                     Good night . Have a sweet dream with new shoes . hehehe :))

p/s : Keep counting seconds to reach the best part of all again . Give some more time for the better future :)