HIM :)

     He is the only I adore after my father . I don't know how will I begin my story . Soon we'll not be like before ;(. Although that I'm still adore him that much . I keep saying that I'll forget him but inside my head I'm not going to forget the one I adore :). I'm saying that as I know he is going far from me.I can feel it.I just want him to be free and not feel guilty at all. Sometimes , when I wake up I cry for one reason ; I miss him :( .He keeps avoiding me and seriously it makes me more than sad . I keep trying to act like nothing happen. I know I'm not good in story telling but I can tell you something about him . I know he is such a busy man , as busy as a bee and he will not open up this blog as he don't like to read at all . He is such a practical person ;he just read the manual as to start his work and the 'Naruto' comics just to full-fill his leisure time . 


    'Everything happen for a reason . I have to accept it . A lot of things about him I know but I can't write them straight away . By recapping my last memories , I'm sure I'll cry for the same reason . If I can make a wish now , I wish I can see him from far . Sometimes , I wish I'll be next to him , but I'm afraid he doesn't want to see me again . So , it's too enough if I can see him again although we are apart . Maybe I'm not the right person to be right beside him . The best thing I ever had in life is knowing him although for a short time and I really appreciate it. Seriously , I wish things happen like before . As man proposes , God disposes , I have to accept it as it is .
         Now  , I don't have to wait him for any seconds as he had been married last 24th December . I should move on my way in creating my magnificient success .



   

People , Die , & God :)

  

Mom gives birth for her beloved boy . The boy grows become a great man . The great man successfully get a degree of engineering from a well-known university . The great man always try his best to be among the greatest. He still get the title 'Great' among his friends as everything he did full heartedly . He is such a rich man with full of honesty . The man luckily found his love then , they got married . They are just like Romeo and Juliet . One day , they got the happiest moment when his Juliet got a baby in her tummy . The news spread to all part of his life . After 9 months waiting , the precious moment fly to them . Juliet gave birth to their lovely girl named , Lily . About 24 years later , Lily became an engineer such as her father . On that time , they owned their own firm and they live happily with their wealth but they never forget about their creator . Being grateful is a part of their lives . Now the Great man turns to 85 years . He was sick yet he died peacefully .

The above short story is just telling us the our life cycle . From a child until we turn to be mature and lastly leave this world to see the true creator ; just like back to basic .'Die'...everyone don't want to die.Even , if we can ask the non-living things, they will say no to die but rationally we should accept it . People come and have good life lastly , they'll die . Everyone knows someday they will leave the beauty of this world forever . :) 

God, the mighty of all . He plans everything for us and everything is done for such great reason from him . The mightiest is the god .

NEXT TO YOU :)

You've got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
That you keep that smile.

Yeah, you are my dream,
There's not a thing I won't do.
I'll give my life up for you,
Cos you are my dream.

And baby, everything that I have is yours,
You will never go cold or hungry.
I'll be there when you're insecure,
Let you know that you're always lovely.
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now

One day when the sky is falling,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

You had my child,
You make my life complete.
Just to have your eyes on little me,
That'd be mine forever.

And baby, everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I'll be there when you're insecure
Let you know that you're always lovely
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now


One day when the sky is falling,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

We're made for one another
Me and you
And I have no fear
I know we'll make it through

One day when the sky is falling
I'll be standing right next to you
Ohh ohh ohh ohhhhh

One day when the sky is falling,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.


Stand by my side
When the sky falls
Oh baby
I'll be there

You've got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
To keep you forever.

ANUSWARA NIGHT 2011 ; diwali's night :)

Last Friday night , Anuswara Night was held at the multipurpose hall of University College Sedaya International (UCSI), Terangganu Campus . All the students took part in the ceremony . It was an awesome celebration . I had never been in any Deepavali occasion before. Really enjoy it ! The food were pretty good . The best part of this occasion when people were dancing together with the hindi songs . Sometimes , I felt like I'm in Hindustan films . hehehe XD . Hope , next year it will be organize again .

 Diwali or Deepavali, popularly known as the "festival of lights," is a festival celebrated between mid-October and mid-November . For Hindus, Diwali is one of the most important festivals of the year and is celebrated in families by performing traditional activities together in their homes. For Jains, Diwali marks the attainment of 'moksha' or 'nirvana' by Mahavira.

The name "Diwali" is a contraction of "Deepavali"  which translates into "row of lamps". Diwali involves the lighting of small clay lamps filled with oil to signify the triumph of good over evil. These lamps are kept on during the night and one's house is cleaned, both done in order to make the goddess Lakshmi feel welcome. Firecrackers are burst in order to drive away evil spirits. During Diwali, all the celebrants wear new clothes and share sweets and snacks with family members and friends.

The festival starts with Dhanteras on which most Indian business communities begin their financial year. The second day of the festival, Naraka Chaturdasi, marks the vanquishing of the demon Naraka by Lord Krishna and his wife Satyabhama . Amavasya, the third day of Diwali, marks the worship of Lakshmi, the goddess of wealth in her most benevolent mood, fulfilling the wishes of her devotees. Amavasya also tells the story of Lord Vishnu, who in his dwarf incarnation vanquished the Bali, and banished him to Patala. It is on the fourth day of Diwali,Kartika Shudda Padyami, that Bali went to patala and took the reins of his new kingdom in there. The fifth day is referred to as Yama Dvitiya and on this day sisters invite their brothers to their homes.

WEEKEND :)

Weekend . Everybody love it . hehe. Nothing more to share for today . I keep feeling guilty of someone . My words hurt him damn much maybe . Hope that person never be apart from me . :( I just can say sorry for many times . My bad as I don't know how to persuade people until now . -.-'' 


To clear up the messy mind, I went out with my friends and had precious moments together . Hundreds ringgit flew away from me today . I thought I'll be okay again like before but it's just for a few moments . But the best thing for today was I bought new shoes . hehehehehe . :))

Lunch time with firends :)

At Pizza :)

                     Good night . Have a sweet dream with new shoes . hehehe :))

p/s : Keep counting seconds to reach the best part of all again . Give some more time for the better future :)

FINAL DESTINATION , FINAL PROJECT , FINAL EXAMINATION -.-

Two weeks soon will be the beginning for my final examination , which is also the final destination for this semester . Works become more and more just like they are giving birth to another .huhh. My simplest mind begins to be complicated , and  'germinated' too much day by day . The digestion process of every single information starts spinning since the sun rise till my eyes deeply close at night . I have thousands works to do & those things give me quite big impacts towards my daily life routine also my mind but I still get my 'facebook'-ing & tweet-ing time peacefully . heihei .






Now , I keep try to give my best for my final since the midterm exam was not good enough . If I know about the replacement examination exists in this reality of education , then of course I'll get it for my favour . Seriously , I felt worst during last midterm . I got my bad flu , cough , fever , also the nose was still bleeding . Luckily , on that time tonsillitis was better so , I didn't feel hurt that much but still , it's killing me at that time .heee.






Today , is the 4th day for me being such a blog walker on 'that' such blogs. Some of them are really sarcastic . Yes , I do . I do love to be a silent reader not a silent killer. haha..Sometimes , being such a silent reader and walker on others' blogs , they give me new motivations also good recommendations for future . But , these 4 days along , those blogs I manage to get through are not such a blog ,but more to advertise the 'man's food'(18 sx) . haaaaa. It should be clean from those dirty things as blog nowadays is not specifically for adults but also for the every layer of people . What if the kids see those dirty things ? yawww . Automatically they will be blue-minded . Kids , their mind are set to be free and easy to learn new things. Kids learn from the adults and we should notice that . So , get the dirty things out of their life circles. :)

Him . XD

                                                                        




One more thing , I did stalk to a blog which tells everything of a MAN .Really , it makes me paranoid now . Now , I realise that I can't put any hope on someone I care most . I don't want to be critically hurted . Being moderate, it's the best way . What to say now , I'm afraid enough of MAN . Sucks .-.-

:)

zayn malikk  :)